Sunday, August 15, 2010

My OCD

>In public toilet, have to open the door with my shirt and avoid touching it.
>If I'm on the internet, I have to go to bed at a time, for example if its 11:49 I wont go to bed until 12. Then if It gets to 12 and I don't realize and it's 12:01 then I'll just wait till 12:30.
>Saying words in my head as if i'm typing them in a text message
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>THREA.
oh you troll you

>If I'm on the internet, I have to go to bed at a time, for example if its 11:49 I wont go to bed until 12. Then if It gets to 12 and I don't realize and it's 12:01 then I'll just wait till 12:30.
Me too.

>THREA.

ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkk
kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
>when i post 'f**k' or anyther word long and drawn out, it must take up exactly 3 rows in the submit box.

>Can only eat out of special dishes and use special pieces of cutlery, bring cutlery everywhere else I go including school/friends
>cannot physically touch the stickers on fruits like apple stickers etc

>Can only eat out of special dishes and use special pieces of cutlery, bring cutlery everywhere else I go including school/friends
>cannot physically touch the stickers on fruits like apple stickers etc

Don't people comment on you having your own cutlery?

One thing that always strikes me on anonymous is how bizarre the consequences of a complex brain can be.
We humans have behaviours and insecurities that make no f**king sense at all from a macroscopic biological perspective. It really is fascinating.


Don't people comment on you having your own cutlery?

yeah they do and it sucks hard but what can i do?

>I chew the skin on my lips
>I chew the skin around my fingers
>I regularly pick at scabs on my legs
>I crack my knuckles constantly


yeah they do and it sucks hard but what can i do?

What's your school like? Don't they have plastic knifes and forks? Also what is your main phobia about using public cutlery?

i can't listen to or watch anything on my laptop without first checking that the door to my room is locked. doesn't matter if I know for a fact it's locked, or how innocent whatever I'm doing is, I can't stop thinking about it until I've checked it.


What's your school like? Don't they have plastic knifes and forks? Also what is your main phobia about using public cutlery?

Well its a smaller university and they have these really f**king average knifes/forks/spoons that everyone uses. I see people drop them on the floor, scratch their heads with them and I cannot f**king take it. This fear spiraled into fearing cutlery everywhere.... such as friends places.

-when i piss i have to breath through a shirt or jacket.
-If someone i dont like touches my skin i feel it on the skin and it wont go away until a while of scratching it.
-other absolutely random sh*t.

>Clear browser cache 4 times before shutting off computer
>Check both front and back door deadbolts 3 times a piece before going to bed
>Wash underarms twice in the shower
>Check each door (including trunk) 3 times on car before walking away
>Check multiple times to make sure no one is watching me before doing said acts

>Clear browser cache 4 times before shutting off computer
>Check both front and back door deadbolts 3 times a piece before going to bed
>Wash underarms twice in the shower
>Check each door (including trunk) 3 times on car before walking away
>Check multiple times to make sure no one is watching me before doing said acts

Forgot
>Constantly doing two sets of touching pinky to thumb, ring finger to thumb, middle to thumb, pointer to thumb, then backwards
>If my big toe moves in a certain direction or pattern I have to emulate it with my other toe


wtfisthis
MARRY ME 3 TIMES IN A ROW


Forgot
>Constantly doing two sets of touching pinky to thumb, ring finger to thumb, middle to thumb, pointer to thumb, then backwards
>If my big toe moves in a certain direction or pattern I have to emulate it with my other toe

wtfisthis
MARRY ME 3 TIMES IN A ROW

Sure. but no kids. Imagine the issues .

1. Stare at the door to make sure it's locked before watching porn. Look back every minute or so to double check.
2. Check phone over and over again to make sure I set the alarm right.
3. Half hour infront of the mirror in the morning to make sure I look ok to go out.


Sure. but no kids. Imagine the issues .

It'd almost be worth having them just to see how dysfunctional they'd be.

1. Stare at the door to make sure it's locked before watching porn. Look back every minute or so to double check.
2. Check phone over and over again to make sure I set the alarm right.
3. Half hour infront of the mirror in the morning to make sure I look ok to go out.

That's paranoid, not OCD.
I have a thing for symmetry.. it's difficult to explain.
Suppose your left shoulder accidentally brushes against the wall. Now you have to brush your right shoulder against the other wall.
But don't do it too softly, nor too strongly.. use the same strength, if you use less: brush again, if you happen to use more strength: softly brush your left shoulder against the wall on your left to compensate it.
Use this example on every part of your body. It's kind of ridiculous, i try not to do it but it always gets me.
i physically feel the need to do this.

Why did the girl who can't pee while sitting delete her post? I'm so interested to hear how she urinates then.

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