Saturday, September 25, 2010

Childhood sexual abuse experiences

How many of you are victims of child sexual abuse?




Victim....no

Victim....no

Willing and enjoyed it?

all those summers nights with my uncle.
good times.

I feel I was a victim of a lack of childhood sexual interaction, of any kind.

I'm actually not sure. As far as I'm aware I'm not.
But I have had irrational issues with sex before, getting very upset and unable to deal with any physical contact all for seemingly no reason.
So I'm kind of wondering if maybe something happened when I was young enough to either forget or repress.
Dammit.

I was raped by our neighbour when I was 4. I don't think it affected me as a person.

I feel I was a victim of a lack of childhood sexual interaction, of any kind.

This. I never had any kind of sexual experimentation with other kids that I remember when I was young. Combined this with being horribly bullied by a girl in second grade and you have a pretty good explanation on why I can't talk to girls.

i was molested by my cousins repeatedly as a kid lol it f**ked me over confidence wise for years (became soically avoiding) until near the end of highschool

if the society didnt want to f**k little girls, why make children strip-poles?

female here, I'm hypersexual because I was molested by my grandfather and my father would feel me up on a regular basis until I was sixteen and mom made him stop because she found out and thought it was cheating.

I'm actually not sure. As far as I'm aware I'm not.
But I have had irrational issues with sex before, getting very upset and unable to deal with any physical contact all for seemingly no reason.
So I'm kind of wondering if maybe something happened when I was young enough to either forget or repress.
Dammit.

you are probably just a prude

I'm actually not sure. As far as I'm aware I'm not.
But I have had irrational issues with sex before, getting very upset and unable to deal with any physical contact all for seemingly no reason.
So I'm kind of wondering if maybe something happened when I was young enough to either forget or repress.
Dammit.

How often do you reckon this actually happens?
Kids getting screwed with when they're young, forgetting/repressing, and then having the effects pop up later in life.

I will be fapping to this thread, just so you know it
IGNORE THIS MESSAGE.

A neighbor of mine used to invite all the girls from the neighborhood to her house. She was like sixteen but had a f**kton of Barbie merchandise. She borrowed us her stuff, then she picked a girl randomly and took her under a thick blanket in the center of her livingroom. She f**ked them there while the rest kept playing with her dolls. I still remember Barbie's pool and pink car.
It started when I was around 4 or 3, and stopped when I was like 6.
She was very creepy.


you are probably just a prude

Nope, definitely not that. I enjoy a normal, healthy, experimental sex life most of the time. But occasionally it results in a freak out. I'm assuming it's triggered by something. I just don't know what yet.

I feel I was a victim of a lack of childhood sexual interaction, of any kind.

I feel bad because I was always left out of these stupid games.

I was molested by my teacher in 7th grade. She was fat and ugly and no I dont want to talk about it. It really sucks.....


I feel bad because I was always left out of these stupid games.

And I think something might've happened to me which f**ked me up but most likely it was simple neglect on the part of my parents who did nothing to give me perspective when it comes to life and interpersonal relations.
My wife keeps saying "Why can't I touch your c**k?" and looked at me strange once when I flinched when she touched me there and she didn't even do anything like she was going to hurt me.


And I think something might've happened to me which f**ked me up but most likely it was simple neglect on the part of my parents who did nothing to give me perspective when it comes to life and interpersonal relations.
My wife keeps saying "Why can't I touch your c**k?" and looked at me strange once when I flinched when she touched me there and she didn't even do anything like she was going to hurt me.

I'm guessing troll, but I'll bite.
You don't let your wife touch your c**k...?


I'm guessing troll, but I'll bite.
You don't let your wife touch your c**k...?

I'm fat, most times my c**k slides back into my body. Real uncomfortable. Plus I've become asexual over the past year and don't see any joy in physical relations.

apparently one in eight of us are, according to stats of reported cases
then again, how many cases are unreported?
add to that the fact that you're asking on web were everybody is pretty damaged and self-isolating because of the sh*t they've seen IRL, and i reckon you're swimming in a pool of survivors
so why you asking OP?


I'm fat, most times my c**k slides back into my body. Real uncomfortable. Plus I've become asexual over the past year and don't see any joy in physical relations.

>most times my c**k slides back into my body
Holy f**k, how fat are you?
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>most times my c**k slides back into my body
Holy f**k, how fat are you?
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350# and 6'2"
25 stone for britf**s
158 kilos and 187cm tall

I was molested by my teacher in 7th grade. She was fat and ugly and no I dont want to talk about it. It really sucks.....

You are anonymous here.

13 years old, group of boys, slept in dorm on an activity holiday. Leader comes in at night and starts fondling boys at random. He didn't try it on with me, others told him to stop, one or two of the younger ones got it bad. Sh*t was scary, man, but we sticked together. Holiday was quite okay, we had a good time.


350# and 6'2"
25 stone for britf**s
158 kilos and 187cm tall

I realise I'm incredibly underweight, but I'm slightly taller than you and 3 times lighter. Seriously dude, what the f**k?

I sometimes touch up my 13 year old cousin. Should I be here?

Raped in a church grotto when I was 4. It was odd and I don't remember it that well, which I'm pretty grateful for.


I realise I'm incredibly underweight, but I'm slightly taller than you and 3 times lighter. Seriously dude, what the f**k?

I f**ked up my metabolism because I will eat one regular meal a day. Body is in starvation mode and puts everything into fat. Makes me tired and breathe hard and disinclined to exercise.

My stepdad bit my ass. Does that count?

Am I close?

curious about this as well
from the thumbnail it looks like a shot from the back, ass up

I don't like this thread, I don't know why. F**k you OP

Is it still abuse if you liked it?

No, but I sexually assaulted my younger sister many times when she was easily old enough to remember (6-12) and she's never said anything.

I dislike that f**king no one is stating their or the attacker's gender.

My child has never sexually abused me.

I don't like this thread, I don't know why. F**k you OP

> I don't like this thread, I don't know why. F**k you OP
because repressed memories are banging on the door, asking to come flooding out.
enjoy your years of therapy starting very soon.

I dislike that f**king no one is stating their or the attacker's gender.

I'm a male
moot
No, but I sexually assaulted my younger sister many times when she was easily old enough to remember (6-12) and she's never said anything.

It's not "abuse" as long as you do it in moderation.

my best friend "abused" me by fondling my dick and sucking it. we were like 8. It scared me at first but then I started to like it. he did it until we were about 14 or 15.

I knew a 15 year old loli who said that her mother used to molest her. Nothing too harsh; From the age of 6 she made her undress and touch herself. She stopped making her do that when she reached puberty, but now she just "accidentally" grabs her tits, ass, and vagoo all the time. I tried consoling her, but of course bitches are stupid and will stay in a sh*tty situation so long as they have a roof over their heads.

My child has never sexually abused me.


heh.
Not sure if this is considered sexual abuse, but:
When I was about five, the teacher's assistant came in to the bathroom stall with me, pulled down my trousers and panties, started touching my inner thighs, and told me I wouldn't pee myself like this. I have no clue why she did that...

Not me, but I think it was actually pretty close to happening one time...



heh.
Not sure if this is considered sexual abuse, but:
When I was about five, the teacher's assistant came in to the bathroom stall with me, pulled down my trousers and panties, started touching my inner thighs, and told me I wouldn't pee myself like this. I have no clue why she did that...

That sounds like what she was doing was adjusting your legs so you wouldn't pee on yourself?

my best friend "abused" me by fondling my dick and sucking it. we were like 8. It scared me at first but then I started to like it. he did it until we were about 14 or 15.

you know, if you talk about it you will feel better.

I guess I wasn't sexy enough to get touched as a kid. :(

My mother told me that I was sexually assaulted at the age of 4. I can't remember anything of it, though.
I think she said it just so I'd have an excuse for being socially retarded and stuff. F**k.
Also, I'm a male.

I lost my virginity when I was 14, with this 16 year old drunk chick at a party. Never talked to her again.


That sounds like what she was doing was adjusting your legs so you wouldn't pee on yourself?


yeah, but she came out of nowhere and took a loooong time doing everywhere. I also had not wet myself before

No, but I sexually assaulted my younger sister many times when she was easily old enough to remember (6-12) and she's never said anything.

Trust me, she's not talking because they secretly like it. I mean, it's sex/sexual contact, it's made to be enjoyable, sex doesn't suddenly become enjoyable when a girl turns 18.
When she's older, she may hate themselves for it specifically for that reason. If she ever get that prudish mentality that enjoying sex is bad, she'll turn you in. If she continue with their sexual liberalism, she'll always love you.
People should stop saying sh*t like "little girls don't want it." There are people that have experience to know that this is a lie.

No, but I sexually assaulted my younger sister many times when she was easily old enough to remember (6-12) and she's never said anything.

sick c**t

Well, I had an awful lot of sex with my stepdad starting when I was 14 years old, which I'm sure most people would consider sexual abuse. But since I'm bi, and he's hot, I consider it an overall positive experience--the sex itself was incredible (especially since I was a rather horny teenager), and the only real negative aspect of the whole thing was all the guilt/secrecy surrounding the whole relationship.

Well, I had an awful lot of sex with my stepdad starting when I was 14 years old, which I'm sure most people would consider sexual abuse. But since I'm bi, and he's hot, I consider it an overall positive experience--the sex itself was incredible (especially since I was a rather horny teenager), and the only real negative aspect of the whole thing was all the guilt/secrecy surrounding the whole relationship.

This is why I like these threads.

Well, I had an awful lot of sex with my stepdad starting when I was 14 years old, which I'm sure most people would consider sexual abuse. But since I'm bi, and he's hot, I consider it an overall positive experience--the sex itself was incredible (especially since I was a rather horny teenager), and the only real negative aspect of the whole thing was all the guilt/secrecy surrounding the whole relationship.

Wait... you're a dude.
FFFFFFUUUUUUUUUU


> I don't like this thread, I don't know why. F**k you OP
because repressed memories are banging on the door, asking to come flooding out.
enjoy your years of therapy starting very soon.

Hey, hey now, you, hey stop that.
Don't bring them out

I was forced to go to therapy for several years because my parents caught me and my older brother having sex. Pretty much everyone insists that I was 'abused', and I kinda bought into the idea for a little while until I finally got out of therapy and started thinking for myself again.
I mean, hell: my brother's only a year and a half older than me, I was sexually mature at the time, it went on for over a year with my active participation, and I still clearly remember enjoying it most of the time. The only "scars" I have from the situation is that I have a bit of a submissive streak and a slight fetish for incest (still have a lingering attraction to my brother, in fact). I'd say the therapy did me more harm than anything else, since going through several years of being told I was raped didn't exactly help my sexual self-confidence.

I was forced to go to therapy for several years because my parents caught me and my older brother having sex. Pretty much everyone insists that I was 'abused', and I kinda bought into the idea for a little while until I finally got out of therapy and started thinking for myself again.
I mean, hell: my brother's only a year and a half older than me, I was sexually mature at the time, it went on for over a year with my active participation, and I still clearly remember enjoying it most of the time. The only "scars" I have from the situation is that I have a bit of a submissive streak and a slight fetish for incest (still have a lingering attraction to my brother, in fact). I'd say the therapy did me more harm than anything else, since going through several years of being told I was raped didn't exactly help my sexual self-confidence.

How old were you when this first started happening?


How old were you when this first started happening?

14. I remember that things first started the summer right before I started high school. I didn't initiate it, but I was hardly an unwilling participant (like I said, I'd been sexually mature for several years, knew how to shlick, etc).


I realise I'm incredibly underweight, but I'm slightly taller than you and 3 times lighter. Seriously dude, what the f**k?

slight underweight? ur a f**king skeleton holy f**k dude

I was maybe 9 and I was staying at a neighbor's for a sleepover, his 15 year old big brother molested me during the night. I'm a guy.

I was forced to go to therapy for several years because my parents caught me and my older brother having sex. Pretty much everyone insists that I was 'abused', and I kinda bought into the idea for a little while until I finally got out of therapy and started thinking for myself again.
I mean, hell: my brother's only a year and a half older than me, I was sexually mature at the time, it went on for over a year with my active participation, and I still clearly remember enjoying it most of the time. The only "scars" I have from the situation is that I have a bit of a submissive streak and a slight fetish for incest (still have a lingering attraction to my brother, in fact). I'd say the therapy did me more harm than anything else, since going through several years of being told I was raped didn't exactly help my sexual self-confidence.

I had a similar experience myself (getting caught with a sibling and having to see shrinks). The main differences being that I'm male, my brother is four years older, it started when I was a bit younger, and it went on for a lot longer before we got eventually got caught. My parents sent me to a ton of shrinks who all tried to convince me that it was rape/abuse and couldn't possibly have been consensual, that I didn't *really* enjoy it, that I wasn't *actually* gay and had just been screwed up sexually, etc, etc, loads of HURR SEX IS DIRTY AND CORRUPT anti-gay bullsh*t.
My brother caught even more hell, and probably the only reason my parents didn't get him sent him to jail is cause they didn't want word about what happened to get out and ruin the "family name." He still ended up getting disowned, and even though I'm an adult now I still have to stay in the closet and pretend like I have no contact with him unless I want to get kicked out as well.
People's views about childhood sex are f**ked up, man.

Something happened to me when I was young that Ive suppressed enough that I cannot recall what it was. Im a very social person. I enjoy talking and hanging with girls, im pretty good at it. But physical contact scares the living sh*t out of me. I freak out every time. I get made fun of for it.
I still have very bad panic attacks when around certain people or when a girl is physically close to me. Some part of me wants to know what it was that happened, but every time i try to dig down and remember it, my throat closes up, my heart skips beats, and my mind pulses with the familiar feelings of panic.

Does it count if they were the same age as me?

an older girl felt up my boobs and fingered me in secondary school. I led it on myself though and I enjoyed it, so it's not really sexual abuse.

I had a ni**er friend, he always insisted we play cops and robbers when we were 8. I was always the robber .__., he had to search me for guns and he'd pull down my trousers and finger me looking for something.
My mum walked in once to give us cookies and left. I think it had a negative impact on my life even though I had a boner.

Former fosterf** here. Like most kids in the foster system, about half of the places I lived at ended up with me sexually involved with someone, either other kids or adults. I wouldn't call it all "abuse", though. Sure, some of it was very sh*tty. But most of it was "meh", and some of it was also actually pretty good. I don't think it really f**ked me up in the long-term or anything, unless you consider being bisexual or more promiscuous than average to be "f**ked up".
Basically, the whole experience left me not considering sex as a rather casual, which I guess is different than how most people romanticize it, but I don't really think that's a big deal.

Former fosterf** here. Like most kids in the foster system, about half of the places I lived at ended up with me sexually involved with someone, either other kids or adults. I wouldn't call it all "abuse", though. Sure, some of it was very sh*tty. But most of it was "meh", and some of it was also actually pretty good. I don't think it really f**ked me up in the long-term or anything, unless you consider being bisexual or more promiscuous than average to be "f**ked up".
Basically, the whole experience left me not considering sex as a rather casual, which I guess is different than how most people romanticize it, but I don't really think that's a big deal.

Could you elaborate on your experiences with foster homes? Genuine interest and care here, not fapping to this sh*t.


Could you elaborate on your experiences with foster homes? Genuine interest and care here, not fapping to this sh*t.

I was one of those unlucky bastards who got shuffled around the system for basically my entire teenage life, partially because I was a little sh*t for a few years, partially because the system was broken (and very overburdened in my area). Most of the rough sexual stuff I experienced happened when I was stuck in group homes (lord the the flies scenario + being a somewhat effeminate runt = I was always on the bottom of the social and sexual totem pole). Basically how I imagine the prison experience would be, but with less murder and more teenage hormones.
I had a few weird experiences at foster homes too, but I also had some pretty good ones. Was pressured/goaded into sex sometimes, but never anything I would describe as rape.

I had a ni**er friend, he always insisted we play cops and robbers when we were 8. I was always the robber .__., he had to search me for guns and he'd pull down my trousers and finger me looking for something.
My mum walked in once to give us cookies and left. I think it had a negative impact on my life even though I had a boner.

>finger me
>I had a boner
lolwat


I was one of those unlucky bastards who got shuffled around the system for basically my entire teenage life, partially because I was a little sh*t for a few years, partially because the system was broken (and very overburdened in my area). Most of the rough sexual stuff I experienced happened when I was stuck in group homes (lord the the flies scenario + being a somewhat effeminate runt = I was always on the bottom of the social and sexual totem pole). Basically how I imagine the prison experience would be, but with less murder and more teenage hormones.
I had a few weird experiences at foster homes too, but I also had some pretty good ones. Was pressured/goaded into sex sometimes, but never anything I would describe as rape.

So did your foster parents pressure you into having sex with them or was it all other kids?


I was one of those unlucky bastards who got shuffled around the system for basically my entire teenage life, partially because I was a little sh*t for a few years, partially because the system was broken (and very overburdened in my area). Most of the rough sexual stuff I experienced happened when I was stuck in group homes (lord the the flies scenario + being a somewhat effeminate runt = I was always on the bottom of the social and sexual totem pole). Basically how I imagine the prison experience would be, but with less murder and more teenage hormones.
I had a few weird experiences at foster homes too, but I also had some pretty good ones. Was pressured/goaded into sex sometimes, but never anything I would describe as rape.

That sucks man. I wonder why fostercare is so unregulated.

The story of the best year of my life-
back in my last year of hs some new chick joined a few grades below me who lived on my road. Some months later I was completely drunk coming home from a friends place on the train and there she was. Thinking I was hot sh*t I went to chat her up, and being wasted I put my hand up her shirt in front of this other woman in the carriage who did nothing.
She clearly didn't want it, but she just started blushing, got tears in her eyes and looked away as if it wasn't happening while I had my feel and made her make out with me in front of strangers.
After that I was pretty sure she wouldn't tell anyone about anything I could do to her, so one day coming home from school I caught up to her and said hi. She pretended I wasn't there and kept walking, so I gently held her hand and said hello again.
She looked down with the most ashamed and guilty expression, I'm guessing she was hoping I wouldn't do it again
cbf typing the rest unless someone wants me to, I'm nostalgia-ing hard though

I was molested when I was about two to four by a neighbour. He was 15 or so.

The story of the best year of my life-
back in my last year of hs some new chick joined a few grades below me who lived on my road. Some months later I was completely drunk coming home from a friends place on the train and there she was. Thinking I was hot sh*t I went to chat her up, and being wasted I put my hand up her shirt in front of this other woman in the carriage who did nothing.
She clearly didn't want it, but she just started blushing, got tears in her eyes and looked away as if it wasn't happening while I had my feel and made her make out with me in front of strangers.
After that I was pretty sure she wouldn't tell anyone about anything I could do to her, so one day coming home from school I caught up to her and said hi. She pretended I wasn't there and kept walking, so I gently held her hand and said hello again.
She looked down with the most ashamed and guilty expression, I'm guessing she was hoping I wouldn't do it again
cbf typing the rest unless someone wants me to, I'm nostalgia-ing hard though

type more.

The story of the best year of my life-
back in my last year of hs some new chick joined a few grades below me who lived on my road. Some months later I was completely drunk coming home from a friends place on the train and there she was. Thinking I was hot sh*t I went to chat her up, and being wasted I put my hand up her shirt in front of this other woman in the carriage who did nothing.
She clearly didn't want it, but she just started blushing, got tears in her eyes and looked away as if it wasn't happening while I had my feel and made her make out with me in front of strangers.
After that I was pretty sure she wouldn't tell anyone about anything I could do to her, so one day coming home from school I caught up to her and said hi. She pretended I wasn't there and kept walking, so I gently held her hand and said hello again.
She looked down with the most ashamed and guilty expression, I'm guessing she was hoping I wouldn't do it again
cbf typing the rest unless someone wants me to, I'm nostalgia-ing hard though

That's awesome man. Keep typing.

The story of the best year of my life-
back in my last year of hs some new chick joined a few grades below me who lived on my road. Some months later I was completely drunk coming home from a friends place on the train and there she was. Thinking I was hot sh*t I went to chat her up, and being wasted I put my hand up her shirt in front of this other woman in the carriage who did nothing.
She clearly didn't want it, but she just started blushing, got tears in her eyes and looked away as if it wasn't happening while I had my feel and made her make out with me in front of strangers.
After that I was pretty sure she wouldn't tell anyone about anything I could do to her, so one day coming home from school I caught up to her and said hi. She pretended I wasn't there and kept walking, so I gently held her hand and said hello again.
She looked down with the most ashamed and guilty expression, I'm guessing she was hoping I wouldn't do it again
cbf typing the rest unless someone wants me to, I'm nostalgia-ing hard though

So was she say, 15?
She must have been pretty sheltered not to do anything.
When you say you made out with her does that mean you just licked her facce in a drunken stupour while she kep her mouth clamped shut or did you actually get her to kiss you?

Sexual abuse is bad, mkay?


Trust me, she's not talking because they secretly like it. I mean, it's sex/sexual contact, it's made to be enjoyable, sex doesn't suddenly become enjoyable when a girl turns 18.
When she's older, she may hate themselves for it specifically for that reason. If she ever get that prudish mentality that enjoying sex is bad, she'll turn you in. If she continue with their sexual liberalism, she'll always love you.
People should stop saying sh*t like "little girls don't want it." There are people that have experience to know that this is a lie.


Trust me, she's not talking because they secretly like it. I mean, it's sex/sexual contact, it's made to be enjoyable, sex doesn't suddenly become enjoyable when a girl turns 18.
When she's older, she may hate themselves for it specifically for that reason. If she ever get that prudish mentality that enjoying sex is bad, she'll turn you in. If she continue with their sexual liberalism, she'll always love you.
People should stop saying sh*t like "little girls don't want it." There are people that have experience to know that this is a lie.

Sexual contact does not automatically mean good times, you stupid c**t. If you stick sh*t in a vagina it doesn't make a girl happy, in fact sh*t can be pretty painful for a chick, especially if they're not lubed up because you haven't hit puberty.
It's sort of like saying if an ass ugly girl gives you a blowjob and starts gnawing on your dick, or some landwhale pins you down and starts throttling your dick with your hand like she's trying to make a clay pot out of it you secretly enjoyed it anyway because it was sexual contact.


So was she say, 15?
She must have been pretty sheltered not to do anything.
When you say you made out with her does that mean you just licked her facce in a drunken stupour while she kep her mouth clamped shut or did you actually get her to kiss you?

yeah 14-15 somewhere around there
uhh being off my face at the time I can't remember too well, pretty sure she actually kissed me out of embarrassment though so it wouldn't look like I was abusing her
anyway I'll do the rest of the story now, I'm horny as sh*t just thinking about it :)

Did stuff with my aunt when I was 12

I was raped by my father. I miscarried his baby.


That sucks man. I wonder why fostercare is so unregulated.

It's a very overburdened system with very little money to go around, and encumbered with various stupid THINK OF THE CHILDREN laws that do more harm than good.

So did your foster parents pressure you into having sex with them or was it all other kids?

Had three cases where I was involved with foster parents. The weirdest was a married couple who wanted sex out of me pretty much every single day (sometimes individually, sometimes threesomes). The sex itself wasn't bad, but it was rather excessive and they were kinda creepy about it (I was basically treated like a sex toy). The other two were actually positive--a fairly hot literal MILF who was screwing with me behind her husband's back, and my last foster parent, who is an extremely awesome DILF who I managed to seduce (I'm quasi-dating him right now, actually, and he's paying for most of my college).

My older sister used to make me eat her out every day, without fail. Wake up in the morning, go across the hall to my sister's room and lick her. go home, eat her out. go to bed, eat her out. this went on for a few years until she eventually got tired of it. Every once in a while she'd reciprocate and suck my dick, but since I was three years younger than her, I can only assume it didn't do a whole lot for her because it was rare. No real ill effects, except I can't stand the thought of eating a girl out.

My older sister used to make me eat her out every day, without fail. Wake up in the morning, go across the hall to my sister's room and lick her. go home, eat her out. go to bed, eat her out. this went on for a few years until she eventually got tired of it. Every once in a while she'd reciprocate and suck my dick, but since I was three years younger than her, I can only assume it didn't do a whole lot for her because it was rare. No real ill effects, except I can't stand the thought of eating a girl out.

lucky bastard, I wish I had a sister

The story of the best year of my life-
back in my last year of hs some new chick joined a few grades below me who lived on my road. Some months later I was completely drunk coming home from a friends place on the train and there she was. Thinking I was hot sh*t I went to chat her up, and being wasted I put my hand up her shirt in front of this other woman in the carriage who did nothing.
She clearly didn't want it, but she just started blushing, got tears in her eyes and looked away as if it wasn't happening while I had my feel and made her make out with me in front of strangers.
After that I was pretty sure she wouldn't tell anyone about anything I could do to her, so one day coming home from school I caught up to her and said hi. She pretended I wasn't there and kept walking, so I gently held her hand and said hello again.
She looked down with the most ashamed and guilty expression, I'm guessing she was hoping I wouldn't do it again
cbf typing the rest unless someone wants me to, I'm nostalgia-ing hard though

She still doesn't say anything and I'm really realising that I can do whatever I want with her, so I told her I know she's a little skank and she enjoyed me touching her on the bus.
Again, she says nothing so I start walking her home through the park, asking her about her day while she's completely silent and blushing like crazy.
Then I told her I know she wants to make out with me again and led her into the old kids playground, the one that nobody ever used since a new one was built.
I layed her down on the wood and stood between her legs. I put both my hands up her top, playing with her tits while she made these whimpers like a trapped animal. I made her put her hand on my dick through my pants and asked her what she thought, she stayed silent.
When I moved my hand towards her pu**y she squirmed pathetically and clenched her legs against mine, trying to close them.


She still doesn't say anything and I'm really realising that I can do whatever I want with her, so I told her I know she's a little skank and she enjoyed me touching her on the bus.
Again, she says nothing so I start walking her home through the park, asking her about her day while she's completely silent and blushing like crazy.
Then I told her I know she wants to make out with me again and led her into the old kids playground, the one that nobody ever used since a new one was built.
I layed her down on the wood and stood between her legs. I put both my hands up her top, playing with her tits while she made these whimpers like a trapped animal. I made her put her hand on my dick through my pants and asked her what she thought, she stayed silent.
When I moved my hand towards her pu**y she squirmed pathetically and clenched her legs against mine, trying to close them.

sorry bout the wait, cont'd
I made her look me in the eye, I wanted her to see the slut she was.
One of the things I perfectly remember saying was "only a slut would let me do this, you're only fourteen and you're letting me feel you up in a park"
Once she stopped trying to squash her legs together I spread them a bit wider and slapped her pu**y through her jeans a few times before I unbuttoned them and put a hand inside. I leaned over her and made her kiss me as I felt around inside her panties, at this point she kept looking away so I had to grab her face and ask her if she wanted me to keep going.
Through her tears as I fingered her she whimpered yes, so I figured it was time to leave it.
I buttoned up her jeans for her and gave her a goodbye kiss and grope.
Anyway this sh*t went on for the entire year, I never raped her but I'd tell her to give me head and handies as well as my regular grabbing her tits and ass whenever I saw her out of school.
Sh*t was incredibly cash, she'd walk with her head hung after school knowing what was coming. She never even resisted after the first time, sometimes she'd lie on the playground by herself and undo her belt for me to use her.
Good times

How many of you are victims of child sexual abuse?

im jacking off to all your tearful abuse stories

I've been sleeping with my uncle since I was 13. Which was technically abuse, though he's only 11 years older than me. I don't think it's really done anything to me psychologically aside from giving me a major fetish for older guys... I'm guess I'm a bit of a nympho too, but I've been like that ever since I hit puberty.
I don't mean to make sexual abuse sound like "no big deal" or anything, I realize my situation is VERY unusual... my best friend, for example, was raped by her own father through most of her high school years, including him knocking her up a couple times, and it MAJORLY f**ked her up (depression, suicidal, major sexual hangups, etc). I also am friends with a guy who, though otherwise pretty well-adjusted, is extremely confused about his sexual identity since he was treated like a f**ktoy by his older siblings when he was going through puberty.

When I was a kid, my dad (a major alcoholic) would sometimes get sexual with me whenever he got really, really wasted. He usually just wanted to play with or suck my dick, but sometimes he would have me blow him too. When I got older it started going further, though it didn't occur quite as frequently, and it stopped once I left home for college. I mainly went along with the whole thing because if I didn't, I knew he'd probably go after my little brother instead.
The ironic thing is, except for abuse and alcoholism, he was otherwise a pretty okay father. He spoiled me and my brother all the time (probably out of guilt), bought us anything we wanted (I still have the car he gave me for my 16th birthday), paid to send us to private schools and college, etc, etc. I guess it kind of balanced out in the end, since I'm not crazy or emotionally scarred, though I've always wondered if the it's the reason I turned out gay. Our relationship these days is civil, though a bit awkward, and we don't talk much. My theory is that my dad is a super-closeted and self-hating homo, and it comes out when he drinks.

>When I got older it started going further
You mean to full-on buttsex, I assume? If so, did he continue to bottom by having you f**k him, or did he screw you?
>My theory is that my dad is a super-closeted and self-hating homo, and it comes out when he drinks.
Sounds about right. If he was just straight and purely horny, he wouldn't have wanted to even look at your dick, much less suck it. He would have exclusively topped you.


Sexual contact does not automatically mean good times, you stupid c**t. If you stick sh*t in a vagina it doesn't make a girl happy, in fact sh*t can be pretty painful for a chick, especially if they're not lubed up because you haven't hit puberty.
It's sort of like saying if an ass ugly girl gives you a blowjob and starts gnawing on your dick, or some landwhale pins you down and starts throttling your dick with your hand like she's trying to make a clay pot out of it you secretly enjoyed it anyway because it was sexual contact.

>especially if they're not lubed up because you haven't hit puberty
I KNOW that little girls as young as 6 can get very wet. Where is your god now?

I've been sleeping with my uncle since I was 13. Which was technically abuse, though he's only 11 years older than me. I don't think it's really done anything to me psychologically aside from giving me a major fetish for older guys... I'm guess I'm a bit of a nympho too, but I've been like that ever since I hit puberty.
I don't mean to make sexual abuse sound like "no big deal" or anything, I realize my situation is VERY unusual... my best friend, for example, was raped by her own father through most of her high school years, including him knocking her up a couple times, and it MAJORLY f**ked her up (depression, suicidal, major sexual hangups, etc). I also am friends with a guy who, though otherwise pretty well-adjusted, is extremely confused about his sexual identity since he was treated like a f**ktoy by his older siblings when he was going through puberty.

Wait you're still sleeping with him?
Why?


Wait you're still sleeping with him?
Why?

Err....because she likes it? If he was only 24 when she was 13, i can see it still happening. Now that anon is older, that is not much of an age difference.
I'm late 20's and would love a 18yr old. My buddy is 36 and still sleeps with girls that are 21 and such on a regular basis. Once you hit the magic number, it's a free for all. They just got an early start.


Err....because she likes it? If he was only 24 when she was 13, i can see it still happening. Now that anon is older, that is not much of an age difference.
I'm late 20's and would love a 18yr old. My buddy is 36 and still sleeps with girls that are 21 and such on a regular basis. Once you hit the magic number, it's a free for all. They just got an early start.

Meh.
Sluts will be sluts I guess.

female here, I'm hypersexual because I was molested by my grandfather and my father would feel me up on a regular basis until I was sixteen and mom made him stop because she found out and thought it was cheating.

Do you enjoy being hypersexual?

Im not a victim. I rather enjoyed myself in my formative sexual years, thank you very much.

How many of you are victims of child sexual abuse?

is dat sum content aware fill?

I was raped when I was 12. I guess that's more preteen but it still f**ked me up pretty badly.


is dat sum content aware fill?

i think that image is pretty old and content aware fill now would do a better job

I like threads like this, just for reminding me that the world is entirely weirder than books and TV like to make it out as.


is dat sum content aware fill?

it was altered by police forensics

my sister molested me several times

How many of you are victims of child sexual abuse?

i wonder who gets the job of altering these images.
imagine...they get to shoop cp and be paid for it.

I'm deathy afraid of any physical contact. Any of it absolutely terrifies me. I once had a girl get partway through sucking my dick, and I had to ask her to stop since I was paralyzed with fear. I literally got up, freaked the f**k out, and pretty much ran away.

What are the odds I'm repressing something?

I'm deathy afraid of any physical contact. Any of it absolutely terrifies me. I once had a girl get partway through sucking my dick, and I had to ask her to stop since I was paralyzed with fear. I literally got up, freaked the f**k out, and pretty much ran away.

What are the odds I'm repressing something?

100%
The only question is, which of your loved ones did it to you, and by what method should you denounce them?


100%
The only question is, which of your loved ones did it to you, and by what method should you denounce them?

I'm thinking I do it Monte Cristo style and try to rape them right back

Abused before puberty by males, enjoyed every minute of it.
Surprisingly enough I grew up straight.

Ffs, if you're a male, please don't post in this thread.

clearly state your gender

Ffs, if you're a male, please don't post in this thread.

clearly state your gender

I have a better idea: how about you don't post in this or any other thread ever again. I expect anonymous's quality will see startling and immediate growth.

clearly state your gender

why, how much does it f**king matter?


why, how much does it f**king matter?

i dont want to fap to little f**ets

Ffs, if you're a male, please don't post in this thread.

clearly state your gender


i dont want to fap to little f**ets

Welp, looks like the namef** has sh*tted up yet another thread with his childish whining. Seeya next time, incestbots.

Kind of reverse sexual abuse here.
I was maybe 8ish (male, of course), she was about 14-15. She was a family friend (so was her mom). I guess it was sort of her babysitting me? I'd basically go over to play video games and stuff.
We would often times watch porn together. So one night she comes out in a bathrobe after showering. I was sitting in front of the TV playing a game. She claims to be narcoleptic. I'm sitting there playing and she lays down behind me, I look back and notice she's sleeping. I look back again and notice her robe is coming off.
I try to wake her by calling her name. I do this a few times. Then I just end up feeling her breasts and vagina.
This same scenario would go on multiple times over the course of several months. I don't know whether or not she was truly asleep... I'd imagine not, because I did quite a bit of stuff. One time even unbuttoning her pants and forcing my hand down there.
We've seen each other a couple times as adults, and there's nothing really weird about it. Maybe she doesn't know.



Welp, looks like the namef** has sh*tted up yet another thread with his childish whining. Seeya next time, incestbots.

Don't forget to wipe off the c*m crumbs on your ass on the way out


I had a similar experience myself (getting caught with a sibling and having to see shrinks). The main differences being that I'm male, my brother is four years older, it started when I was a bit younger, and it went on for a lot longer before we got eventually got caught. My parents sent me to a ton of shrinks who all tried to convince me that it was rape/abuse and couldn't possibly have been consensual, that I didn't *really* enjoy it, that I wasn't *actually* gay and had just been screwed up sexually, etc, etc, loads of HURR SEX IS DIRTY AND CORRUPT anti-gay bullsh*t.
My brother caught even more hell, and probably the only reason my parents didn't get him sent him to jail is cause they didn't want word about what happened to get out and ruin the "family name." He still ended up getting disowned, and even though I'm an adult now I still have to stay in the closet and pretend like I have no contact with him unless I want to get kicked out as well.
People's views about childhood sex are f**ked up, man.

Um bro you banged your brother that is just a lot f**ked up


Um bro you banged your brother that is just a lot f**ked up

I'm noticing a pattern. People who actually use the word bro are usually homophobes.

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