When were you happy in life?

When I was a kid till I was about 11. When puberty struck everything turned to sh*t.

Just yesterday, found out I got into university. Sh*t was so cash.

when i was in my homeland...
4 year homesick... feelsbadman

Couple f weeks agi, drun krifght now.

i was just trolling chatroulette. but it went away when it was taking forever to meet someone.

I am usually happy.

when were you happy?

a 10 day international project - 20 boys and girls teens to young adults in a guest house in rural area - delicious monchies all the time .. just chillin .. all good dont last forever

I am usually happy.

tell me your secret!

when were you happy?

Christmas 2008, dating the girl of my dreams, spent a fortnight just in bed together cuddling, kissing and playing vidya games tgether... best time of my life ._.
then she decided randomly to ignore me one day... lolgirls

That time I went to Bermuda. It was during a national holiday so everybody on the whole damn island was drunk and partying. Not to mention that crazy Rastafarian people are the friendliest guys I have ever met in my life.

when i was in my homeland...
4 year homesick... feelsbadman

whats so awsum about it (youre homeland) ?

last night when i was drunk/high then came home and talked to a girl i liked.
Next morning, realised i probably wont ever be more than friends with her. FFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

tell me your secret!

Stop caring. Everything will take care of itself and fall into place. F**k it. It's your life, stop dwelling on stupid sh*t, you fa**ot.

whats so awsum about it (youre homeland) ?

your homeland

I was happy before I became self-aware of my life.

Like a month ago. Before I started on my dissertation.

Stop caring. Everything will take care of itself and fall into place. F**k it. It's your life, stop dwelling on stupid sh*t, you fa**ot.

do i stop caring when i am running out of savings and i am not able to buy food?

Yesterday when I found that piece of sh*t Huffy and took it home and made it shine.

Today.. some girl told me I can get this one person that I like, and that I should just go give it a try. Then we (the guy I like) ended up having our cars parked next to each other.
F**k yeah.

Just yesterday, found out I got into university. Sh*t was so cash.

see what awaits you

Like a month ago. Before I started on my dissertation.

Today.. some girl told me I can get this one person that I like, and that I should just go give it a try. Then we (the guy I like) ended up having our cars parked next to each other.
F**k yeah.

so you actually gave a try?

do i stop caring when i am running out of savings and i am not able to buy food?

FFFFFFFFFFFFF See! It's sh*t like this that pisses me off. People who worry about things that are already free! "BAwwww I can't afford food"
It's f**king free you a**hole. Either your state will provide it or you can dumpster dive perfectly good food. Or you can bum some from friends, neighbors, parents, etc. I dumpster dived food for six years before I had a place to live. Pu**y.

Like a month ago. Before I started on my dissertation.

hey man hang in there, i just finished my dissetation on tuesday night, it f**king sucks balls but once its done you'll have the biggest weight lifted off your shoulders ever.

see what awaits you

Don't upset the man

Just yesterday, found out I got into university. Sh*t was so cash.

University is great. Dissertation at the end sucks, as does coursework and exams. Those pale in comparison to the awesomeness of uni. What uni?

From late February to the middle of May in 2008.

Ran into a friend who I hadn't seen in a while yesterday.
She's a cutie and I like her.

when were you happy?

All the f**king time, man.
If you aren't happy, then you can't make other people happy, you know?

I'm always happy, I think I'm broken because I really have no reason to be.

i'm happy when people i like are happy to see me
a bit masturbatory i know but everyone needs positive reinforcement every once in a while

FFFFFFFFFFFFF See! It's sh*t like this that pisses me off. People who worry about things that are already free! "BAwwww I can't afford food"
It's f**king free you a**hole. Either your state will provide it or you can dumpster dive perfectly good food. Or you can bum some from friends, neighbors, parents, etc. I dumpster dived food for six years before I had a place to live. Pu**y.

but its dirty, rotten and basically harmful for your body

From late February to the middle of May in 2008.

excuse my lack of English knowledge .. how should it be then ?

All the f**king time, man.
If you aren't happy, then you can't make other people happy, you know?

wrong, i suffer from depression, i might not be happy, but i still manage to make everyone around me happy.

back in '08 when i thought i was gonna get laid

All the f**king time, man.
If you aren't happy, then you can't make other people happy, you know?

i spend today 30 $ buying a bum food .. i dont have a job and i am running out of savings .. at least his happy for sometime

but its dirty, rotten and basically harmful for your body
excuse my lack of English knowledge .. how should it be then ?

Harmful for your body? Don't eat spoiled meat then like a retard. I did it for six years with no health insurance and had no health complications from my diet. Bakeries throw out stuff LOOOONG before they expire since they want everything to be really fresh. Grocery stores throw out vegetables and what not long before they expire as well. Don't be such a pu**y and quit your whining.

wrong, i suffer from depression, i might not be happy, but i still manage to make everyone around me happy.

you THINK you make them happy

Harmful for your body? Don't eat spoiled meat then like a retard. I did it for six years with no health insurance and had no health complications from my diet. Bakeries throw out stuff LOOOONG before they expire since they want everything to be really fresh. Grocery stores throw out vegetables and what not long before they expire as well. Don't be such a pu**y and quit your whining.

i dont eat meat ever .. its gross ..why did you spent so many years on street?

you THINK you make them happy

smiles and laughter on their faces tend to result from happiness.

Last summer going out with a great swedish chick called malin. Too bad it never lasts...

smiles and laughter on their faces tend to result from happiness.

you entertain them and smiles are easy to fake

2006, before I got terrible acne and lost the will to do anything. To this day I still have no will to go outside or be seen by old friends. I would like to fix it, and I could, but I've become so antisocial over the past few years that I'm actually scared to go to the dermatologist. What the f**k is wrong with me?

9th grade, had a gig with my 'BAND' (you know, typical bad wanna be punk band. Oh well. I was 14.). It was dusk, and we were playing right next to this lake. After the gig we all stripped down to our underwear, climbed this HUGE tree that over hung the lake and jumped in.
I was happy.

The last time I did anything dirty to my last gf.

Today I was in a really good mood, which is odd because I'm usually very lethargic and lazy and have an overall sh*tty attitude most of the time. Hopefully it will continue for the rest of the night because I have to go to work in a couple hours.

2006, before I got terrible acne and lost the will to do anything. To this day I still have no will to go outside or be seen by old friends. I would like to fix it, and I could, but I've become so antisocial over the past few years that I'm actually scared to go to the dermatologist. What the f**k is wrong with me?

Acne is medically known to cause depression/social anxiety.
It's only due to your image of yourself. Seriously one day I just thought, f**k it, I have acne, it's genetic, and it's not going away. I give no f**k. And no f**k was given that day or ever since.
A lot of people I grew up with had acne, so no one got made fun of it back in grade school. Most likely no one cares and you're upset for no reason.

I've never been happy.
I graduated from high school two years ago. I went to a state college for a semester where I did f**king awful. Now I go to a community college and the few real friends that I ever had are all gone. I live my days distracting myself from the fact that I'm extremely lonely and that I am unable to make friends no matter how hard I try. Relationships are shallow and meaningless anyways, but no matter how many times I tell myself that, I'm doing pretty bad without them.
I'm trying to fix my problems, but I don't think what I'm doing will work.

so you actually gave a try?

No I didn't end up trying, when he walked by me and we were alone in the parking lot, he sorta just kept looking the other way...

when i had opiates
f**k your happiness

Acne is medically known to cause depression/social anxiety.
It's only due to your image of yourself. Seriously one day I just thought, f**k it, I have acne, it's genetic, and it's not going away. I give no f**k. And no f**k was given that day or ever since.
A lot of people I grew up with had acne, so no one got made fun of it back in grade school. Most likely no one cares and you're upset for no reason.

i suppose in general people are not happy because they worry too much

When I was a kid till I was about 11. When puberty struck everything turned to sh*t.

When I was a kid till I was about 11. When puberty struck everything turned to sh*t.

this pretty much sums me up

No I didn't end up trying, when he walked by me and we were alone in the parking lot, he sorta just kept looking the other way...

so .. you could initiate the convo like on the lines - i like you or be my friend ?

I've never been happy.
I graduated from high school two years ago. I went to a state college for a semester where I did f**king awful. Now I go to a community college and the few real friends that I ever had are all gone. I live my days distracting myself from the fact that I'm extremely lonely and that I am unable to make friends no matter how hard I try. Relationships are shallow and meaningless anyways, but no matter how many times I tell myself that, I'm doing pretty bad without them.
I'm trying to fix my problems, but I don't think what I'm doing will work.

a copypasta for you felow anon:
My life ended when I accepted the fact that:
1. I'm satisfied with my life (Basement dweller)
2. We will all die anyway
3. I will an hero when the time is right
4. No one needs me
Feels good bros!

2 times:
1) When my mom didn't have paranoid schizophrenia and we lived in a nice big house and had friends over all the time
2) When I'd go to the skating rink every week to chillax and relax like all the other high schoolers looking for a teen club
Those days are behind me now. No more happiness to be found in the life of an adult :|

2 times:
1) When my mom didn't have paranoid schizophrenia and we lived in a nice big house and had friends over all the time
2) When I'd go to the skating rink every week to chillax and relax like all the other high schoolers looking for a teen club
Those days are behind me now. No more happiness to be found in the life of an adult :|

you still have money .. right?

When I take opiates and smoke weed. I only like them together

When my fiance loved me, when I had money, goals, and a home and friends. When she left, I decided f**k this. F**k this gay earth, and f**k society. Now all I live for is a little girl who I'll go to the ends of the earth to make happy.

When my fiance loved me, when I had money, goals, and a home and friends. When she left, I decided f**k this. F**k this gay earth, and f**k society. Now all I live for is a little girl who I'll go to the ends of the earth to make happy.

she didnt took her with her ?

When I was a kid till I was about 11. When puberty struck everything turned to sh*t.

a copypasta for you felow anon:
My life ended when I accepted the fact that:
1. I'm satisfied with my life (Basement dweller)
2. We will all die anyway
3. I will an hero when the time is right
4. No one needs me
Feels good bros!

these sum it up for me

These was this girl I met sort of through bee a while back. About 3 years, now. She was like, a female version of me, and we were real close.
Anyway, I went to visit her twice last year. We walked around the city for 5 days, arm in arm, talking and laughing and having a great time.
I remember specifically, she saw this sweater in some shop window that had a design that kinda looked like the Triforce eagle from Zelda. She bought it, and when we walked out of there, she looked at me with the happiest, brightest smile I've ever seen.
We've kind of drifted apart now, but that one moment, I think, was the happiest of my life. Closest I've ever come to feeling like a normal person.

she didnt took her with her ?

She's not even my daughter, that's the funny part. She's just a young girl who depends on me because she has no one else. Her parents don't really give a f**k about her, so it's more or less up to me. I've been teaching her about computers and sh*t lately, got her a few books to read, etc.

childhood until puberty, obligatory i suppose. and anytime i start falling for someone, definitely feels good mang.

These was this girl I met sort of through bee a while back. About 3 years, now. She was like, a female version of me, and we were real close.
Anyway, I went to visit her twice last year. We walked around the city for 5 days, arm in arm, talking and laughing and having a great time.
I remember specifically, she saw this sweater in some shop window that had a design that kinda looked like the Triforce eagle from Zelda. She bought it, and when we walked out of there, she looked at me with the happiest, brightest smile I've ever seen.
We've kind of drifted apart now, but that one moment, I think, was the happiest of my life. Closest I've ever come to feeling like a normal person.

a sweater was all it took to make her happy ... cant believe that

when I was a child
and then also maybe ~3 or so times I can think of, each for like 12-24 hour periods when I was hanging out with a different girl that I liked. Platonic but :

These was this girl I met sort of through bee a while back. About 3 years, now. She was like, a female version of me, and we were real close.
Anyway, I went to visit her twice last year. We walked around the city for 5 days, arm in arm, talking and laughing and having a great time.
I remember specifically, she saw this sweater in some shop window that had a design that kinda looked like the Triforce eagle from Zelda. She bought it, and when we walked out of there, she looked at me with the happiest, brightest smile I've ever seen.
We've kind of drifted apart now, but that one moment, I think, was the happiest of my life. Closest I've ever come to feeling like a normal person.

>Closest I've ever come to feeling like a normal person.
This guy sums it up about right, as melodramatic as it may sound
There are lots of times where I feel reasonably good or content, I just wouldn't use the word "happy" to describe it.

She's not even my daughter, that's the funny part. She's just a young girl who depends on me because she has no one else. Her parents don't really give a f**k about her, so it's more or less up to me. I've been teaching her about computers and sh*t lately, got her a few books to read, etc.

adopt her !

a sweater was all it took to make her happy ... cant believe that

No, no, it wasn't the sweater. It was everything. The fact that we were together, that everything was going well, and, at least for that moment, we were in love.
Yes, it may not be the case now, but for that brief moment in time, things felt right.

when I was a child
and then also maybe ~3 or so times I can think of, each for like 12-24 hour periods when I was hanging out with a different girl that I liked. Platonic but :

>Closest I've ever come to feeling like a normal person.
This guy sums it up about right, as melodramatic as it may sound
There are lots of times where I feel reasonably good or content, I just wouldn't use the word "happy" to describe it.

yeash .. hangin out with a girl just for the sake of its does feel good ..

yeash .. hangin out with a girl just for the sake of its does feel good ..

though there are some girls i dont want to hang out with .. good people .. its just hers look .. i feel like a bad person for feeling that way

She's not even my daughter, that's the funny part. She's just a young girl who depends on me because she has no one else. Her parents don't really give a f**k about her, so it's more or less up to me. I've been teaching her about computers and sh*t lately, got her a few books to read, etc.

is your name leon

Times when I was happy?
From when I was a little baby -> two months after I hit my 17th birthday.
and then, there was darkness.
and it was bad.
really, really bad.

is your name leon

No. Is yours Helena?

when she still loved me.

She's not even my daughter, that's the funny part. She's just a young girl who depends on me because she has no one else. Her parents don't really give a f**k about her, so it's more or less up to me. I've been teaching her about computers and sh*t lately, got her a few books to read, etc.

Thats called grooming...

Thats called grooming...

>implying I'm a pedophile
>implying my own daughter isn't dead, and she doesnt just remind me of her.
>implying f**k you.

Peak of my life was 1997. I was 11 years old.

My ex got pregnant to the guy she cheated on my with. She is keeping it, she is 17 :D

>implying I'm a pedophile
>implying my own daughter isn't dead, and she doesnt just remind me of her.
>implying f**k you.

brothers do think of their sisters in sexual way .. i can imagine you think about her the same .. you re a male.. its nothing to be ashamed of

>implying I'm a pedophile
>implying my own daughter isn't dead, and she doesnt just remind me of her.
>implying f**k you.

>implying deep down you don't want to f**k her

>implying I'm a pedophile
>implying my own daughter isn't dead, and she doesnt just remind me of her.
>implying f**k you.

You're even telling yourself you don't intend to rape her
The extent of your delusion of normality astounds me#
Also:
>Implying anybody who found out you were so close to her without her being your daughter wouldnt assume you were a paedophile immediately

My ex got pregnant to the guy she cheated on my with. She is keeping it, she is 17 :D

sounds like youre ex doesnt know where she have got in to .. it will be horrific

These was this girl I met sort of through bee a while back. About 3 years, now. She was like, a female version of me, and we were real close.
Anyway, I went to visit her twice last year. We walked around the city for 5 days, arm in arm, talking and laughing and having a great time.
I remember specifically, she saw this sweater in some shop window that had a design that kinda looked like the Triforce eagle from Zelda. She bought it, and when we walked out of there, she looked at me with the happiest, brightest smile I've ever seen.
We've kind of drifted apart now, but that one moment, I think, was the happiest of my life. Closest I've ever come to feeling like a normal person.

Your post made me cry. I want someone like that. :( FUUUUUUU. I have no friends currently, and a significant other that I wish I never met.

Your post made me cry. I want someone like that. :( FUUUUUUU. I have no friends currently, and a significant other that I wish I never met.

you cant walk around city and enjoy each other all the time.. it does become boring eventually

I was happy today for a little while because I went to see "How To Train Your Dragon" with some good friends of mine and it reminded me of 'home'.
But then I remembered that there is no-one left at home.The young have long left, the old are dying or dead, and the crofts and homes we built with our own hands are empty and derelict. In a mere generation or two a whole way of life - a whole world - was swallowed up and forgotten.
Slan leat is oidhche mhath, a ghra mo chroi. :(

I was happy today for a little while because I went to see "How To Train Your Dragon" with some good friends of mine and it reminded me of 'home'.
But then I remembered that there is no-one left at home.The young have long left, the old are dying or dead, and the crofts and homes we built with our own hands are empty and derelict. In a mere generation or two a whole way of life - a whole world - was swallowed up and forgotten.
Slan leat is oidhche mhath, a ghra mo chroi. :(

Eiref**? Where?

when i was a kid, ur biggest worry was doing homework

You're even telling yourself you don't intend to rape her
The extent of your delusion of normality astounds me#
Also:
>Implying anybody who found out you were so close to her without her being your daughter wouldnt assume you were a paedophile immediately

This is sad though. I think little girls are the best thing in the world. It's a pitty "they" don't like it when you interact with them.
I blame third wave feminism.

Your post made me cry. I want someone like that. :( FUUUUUUU. I have no friends currently, and a significant other that I wish I never met.

It's not sad, really. It's how it is. I think of it as a taste of what my life will never actually be like. I'll never be allowed to be "happy", but you can't be miserable if you never know what you're missing.
So that's what it was, a chance to realize what I'll never actually have.
Like I said, how it is. Can't really change it, so there's no point in dwelling on it.

Right now for one

Eiref**? Where?

Hebrideanf**, actually. Isle of Lewis.

I think at one point, just like all other children my age, I lost my innocence because ever since then something has felt wrong. One day I'm waiting in line to get into my second grade classroom and I suddenly realize a lot of my classmates turned into bullies. I lost a lot of confidence in school because I was shy and suddenly being picked on. I was a huge emotional wreck because I was just too young to understand why my classmates suddenly don't like me anymore.
This is where most kids would realize that being popular and liked isn't the point of going to school, and then they would loosen up and become more relaxed, and most likely become likened by others or neutralized in their eyes.
I locked up whenever I was talked to, even by teachers. I'd stay silent if I was called on in class. A few times I burst into tears in the middle of class because I did something wrong that was actually not a big deal. I'm pretty sure more than half of the faculty to the primary school I attended has seen me cry.
I don't think I was born such a sensitive, negative person. I was tortured by the people around me and mostly by myself until I eventually hated everyone and detested society and the sh*t that goes on every day. It was really the biggest shock in my life finding out how blatantly evil and disgusting this world is and how often evil can be seen in an every day life. Realizing this as a kid makes me not want to have a life anymore.
I'm scared as sh*t at what the future has planned for me. I was born with a punctured lung. My mom couldn't see me or hold me for 7 days after giving birth to me. This means I couldn't see or hold my mom for the first week of my life. I was born damaged and alone, and that's just nothing to feel good about.
So no, OP, I don't remember the last time I was happy. Nothing has ever convinced me that killing myself would be a good idea, so I guess I'm stuck feeling mediocre and stressed until the next time I'm happy.

When me and my friends were picking on people, and my brain worked.
There were about six of us. We would discuss anything we wanted to talk about and whenever someone we didn't like/know started to butt in we would harass them. I was the best at it. I was also sort of the "leader" of the whole thing.
God I miss old days.

I think at one point, just like all other children my age, I lost my innocence because ever since then something has felt wrong. One day I'm waiting in line to get into my second grade classroom and I suddenly realize a lot of my classmates turned into bullies. I lost a lot of confidence in school because I was shy and suddenly being picked on. I was a huge emotional wreck because I was just too young to understand why my classmates suddenly don't like me anymore.
This is where most kids would realize that being popular and liked isn't the point of going to school, and then they would loosen up and become more relaxed, and most likely become likened by others or neutralized in their eyes.
I locked up whenever I was talked to, even by teachers. I'd stay silent if I was called on in class. A few times I burst into tears in the middle of class because I did something wrong that was actually not a big deal. I'm pretty sure more than half of the faculty to the primary school I attended has seen me cry.
I don't think I was born such a sensitive, negative person. I was tortured by the people around me and mostly by myself until I eventually hated everyone and detested society and the sh*t that goes on every day. It was really the biggest shock in my life finding out how blatantly evil and disgusting this world is and how often evil can be seen in an every day life. Realizing this as a kid makes me not want to have a life anymore.
I'm scared as sh*t at what the future has planned for me. I was born with a punctured lung. My mom couldn't see me or hold me for 7 days after giving birth to me. This means I couldn't see or hold my mom for the first week of my life. I was born damaged and alone, and that's just nothing to feel good about.
So no, OP, I don't remember the last time I was happy. Nothing has ever convinced me that killing myself would be a good idea, so I guess I'm stuck feeling mediocre and stressed until the next time I'm happy.

I'm sorry this is so poorly drafted. this was really hard to type.

When awful rumours were going around me and my friends for being evil Satan-worshiping murderers.
That was fun.
I miss those days.

I think at one point, just like all other children my age, I lost my innocence because ever since then something has felt wrong. One day I'm waiting in line to get into my second grade classroom and I suddenly realize a lot of my classmates turned into bullies. I lost a lot of confidence in school because I was shy and suddenly being picked on. I was a huge emotional wreck because I was just too young to understand why my classmates suddenly don't like me anymore.
This is where most kids would realize that being popular and liked isn't the point of going to school, and then they would loosen up and become more relaxed, and most likely become likened by others or neutralized in their eyes.
I locked up whenever I was talked to, even by teachers. I'd stay silent if I was called on in class. A few times I burst into tears in the middle of class because I did something wrong that was actually not a big deal. I'm pretty sure more than half of the faculty to the primary school I attended has seen me cry.
I don't think I was born such a sensitive, negative person. I was tortured by the people around me and mostly by myself until I eventually hated everyone and detested society and the sh*t that goes on every day. It was really the biggest shock in my life finding out how blatantly evil and disgusting this world is and how often evil can be seen in an every day life. Realizing this as a kid makes me not want to have a life anymore.
I'm scared as sh*t at what the future has planned for me. I was born with a punctured lung. My mom couldn't see me or hold me for 7 days after giving birth to me. This means I couldn't see or hold my mom for the first week of my life. I was born damaged and alone, and that's just nothing to feel good about.
So no, OP, I don't remember the last time I was happy. Nothing has ever convinced me that killing myself would be a good idea, so I guess I'm stuck feeling mediocre and stressed until the next time I'm happy.

One day you will meet a good person who sees you for who you truly are/who you want to be/how you were. :) Have hope, please. Life is life and sometimes it forces you to toughen up.

Hebrideanf**, actually. Isle of Lewis.

alba gu brath.

I think at one point, just like all other children my age, I lost my innocence because ever since then something has felt wrong. One day I'm waiting in line to get into my second grade classroom and I suddenly realize a lot of my classmates turned into bullies. I lost a lot of confidence in school because I was shy and suddenly being picked on. I was a huge emotional wreck because I was just too young to understand why my classmates suddenly don't like me anymore.
This is where most kids would realize that being popular and liked isn't the point of going to school, and then they would loosen up and become more relaxed, and most likely become likened by others or neutralized in their eyes.
I locked up whenever I was talked to, even by teachers. I'd stay silent if I was called on in class. A few times I burst into tears in the middle of class because I did something wrong that was actually not a big deal. I'm pretty sure more than half of the faculty to the primary school I attended has seen me cry.
I don't think I was born such a sensitive, negative person. I was tortured by the people around me and mostly by myself until I eventually hated everyone and detested society and the sh*t that goes on every day. It was really the biggest shock in my life finding out how blatantly evil and disgusting this world is and how often evil can be seen in an every day life. Realizing this as a kid makes me not want to have a life anymore.
I'm scared as sh*t at what the future has planned for me. I was born with a punctured lung. My mom couldn't see me or hold me for 7 days after giving birth to me. This means I couldn't see or hold my mom for the first week of my life. I was born damaged and alone, and that's just nothing to feel good about.
So no, OP, I don't remember the last time I was happy. Nothing has ever convinced me that killing myself would be a good idea, so I guess I'm stuck feeling mediocre and stressed until the next time I'm happy.

thats quita a lot you wrote there .. but if its not copy pasta .. then be sure my life also havent been perfect .. if youre interested in me bawing about my life .. post your IM adresse or w/e .. you might feel less sh*ty

One day you will meet a good person who sees you for who you truly are/who you want to be/how you were. :) Have hope, please. Life is life and sometimes it forces you to toughen up.

the hope isnt the solutions i believe action is

the hope isnt the solutions i believe action is

What if I'm happy and don't want to be.

the hope isnt the solutions i believe action is

I agree. That's why I added the last sentence. I was implying that the author of the comment may have to toughen up and act and put themselves out there to find that person.

What if I'm happy and don't want to be.

Then you're not happy to begin with, you just think you are.

God damn I was happy when I was in my homeland. And when I was 13-14. Good times. :( After that, everything went to sh*t. No close friends, everyone has their own friend circles established from previous schools/grades. I work the hardest out of almost anyone for my grades in school. F**kkkk.

I used to be as miserable as all of you people and I would have written much the same as you have, but for some reason I'm not nodding along while I know its true I feel as if it isn't.

the 2-3rd months of my last relationship. I was sad/stressed out until then, and now I'm bored with school/sad.

Today.
For the record.
20 virgin
few friends.
Can still be happy, even when you don't have sh*t going for you.

Not today. At all.

when were you happy?

Am I the only one laughing at the fact that you pluralized the word "time"?

Am I the only one laughing at the fact that you pluralized the word "time"?

This one time at band camp
all the times
it makes sense

This one time at band camp
all the times
it makes sense

No, I mean 'times' as if there could be more than one instance of happiness for most of us.

when i had friends before moving 56 times.

Made out with random girl at school today :D