I can't stop cutting myself when I feel sh*t, and my girlfriend has really hurt me tonight
I can't help but feel absolutely worthless right now
But I don't particularly want to feel happy, I just know I shouldn't be doing this
What the f**k do I do, I don't think I can ever tell anyone else in person
I wana punch you so f**king hard in the throat.
come on man. you know it doesnt help, it just messes you up more.there are people who care about you; what would they feel if you found out? you are obviously somewhat sensitive...you need to tell somebody. 99% of people wont judge you. i promise.
at least don't cut your chest and sh*t, bro
OP here
Yeah, I know there are lots of people who care about me, I just kind of don't want anyone else to know, it's not like I think I'll effect them or anything, I just want to be mine and mine alone, I guess I just feel that I don't want anyone that close too me - I have lots of great friends, I don't know why I'm so insular about certain things
I don't even get any f**king release when I hurt myself, I just want to feel pain and see blood
Try punching something, I usually try and punch door frames (since they don't break). Or play some video games. You might feel bad now, but like anon said, this won't make it better. You'll regret it tomorrow.
dont cut to deep
The sharper the razor, the less it hurts!!
The only reason I'm posting this here is because I feel I fell too far this time and needed to let it out to someone
I normally cover my entire torso, but the ones dripping down my arm feel like they hit bone, which isn't what I'd normally do, they sting and burn so much more than normal, I'm certain I went straight in this time
I'm just shaking violently now
Help me, advice
I can't stop cutting myself when I feel sh*t, and my girlfriend has really hurt me tonight
I can't help but feel absolutely worthless right now
But I don't particularly want to feel happy, I just know I shouldn't be doing this
What the f**k do I do, I don't think I can ever tell anyone else in person
like blood? see gorey movie.
like pain? you're obviously in it. why make it harder for yourself? get over your girlfriend..she obviously doesnt deserve you, man. you care, too much. some see that as a downfall, but some girls love it. go out there and somebody. somebody who cares as much as you do.
Grow up.
You're depressed, and bad at coping, and you're crying out for help. You're not worthless, but you're acting like a little child looking for the sympathetic attention of those around you.
Find someone to talk to and stop this sh*t, FIGHT depression and don't let it suck the life out of you, because it will if you let it.
You're going to have to live with those scars for the rest of your life, and trust me, it f**king sucks.
I love my girlfriend so much
She is perfection too me, I just wish I could help her so much more
She has serious issues and sh*t with family and herself, really self conscious, thinks she's ugly etc. etc. and it kills me when she's sad and doesn't let me in at all
I feel locked out completely, and that kills me inside
I never want to be with another girl, but this hurts me so badly
go to the doctor and
night is always darkest before the dawn
Grow up.
You're depressed, and bad at coping, and you're crying out for help. You're not worthless, but you're acting like a little child looking for the sympathetic attention of those around you.
Find someone to talk to and stop this sh*t, FIGHT depression and don't let it suck the life out of you, because it will if you let it.
You're going to have to live with those scars for the rest of your life, and trust me, it f**king sucks.
Yeah, I know it's attention seeking and pathetic and all that, I just know that I never show anyone what I've done to myself, and if they glimpse it and ask, I always just brush it off as something else
I don't think people even know I'm sad, save a few close friends, because I'm always acting as the happy, relaxed guy
I just don't know what I'm doing anymore
I don't want to die or anything, I just don't want to feel
Cut your head off. Guarantee you'll never hurt ever again.
Yeah, I know it's attention seeking and pathetic and all that, I just know that I never show anyone what I've done to myself, and if they glimpse it and ask, I always just brush it off as something else
I don't think people even know I'm sad, save a few close friends, because I'm always acting as the happy, relaxed guy
I just don't know what I'm doing anymore
I don't want to die or anything, I just don't want to feel
Stop silently crying out for sympathy bro, people are only going to help you if you ask for it.
Yeah, I know it's attention seeking and pathetic and all that, I just know that I never show anyone what I've done to myself, and if they glimpse it and ask, I always just brush it off as something else
I don't think people even know I'm sad, save a few close friends, because I'm always acting as the happy, relaxed guy
I just don't know what I'm doing anymore
I don't want to die or anything, I just don't want to feel
Like I said, you need to get help. Not being able to feel isn't a good thing, at all.
I became numb sometime last year and my life has become a nothing. I'm bored, empty, and would love to be sad again.
I'm a hypocrite for telling you to seek help when I haven't myself, but I'm like you in hoping someone will notice that I've become a hollow shell and I need help. I just don't give a f**k about myself anymore, please try not to go down this same road if you can avoid it.
I guess I'm just going to have to find a moment I'm comfortable with
I know people do care about em and want to talk to me
I just don't think they could ever offer me anything more than words
And I need something more than words, I've hit a point where I just want to be cared for, I want to feel loved, and I do when my girlfriend is in a good state, but that's rare and overall I just feel so typically cliche alone :(
I guess I'm just going to have to find a moment I'm comfortable with
I know people do care about em and want to talk to me
I just don't think they could ever offer me anything more than words
And I need something more than words, I've hit a point where I just want to be cared for, I want to feel loved, and I do when my girlfriend is in a good state, but that's rare and overall I just feel so typically cliche alone :(
Derp. More than words.
Hugs? Mental symbiotic relationships? Assf**king?
little tip, don't tell them about the self abuse. Just talk about your problems when you find a time, in as light a manner as possible.
Ditch the bitch if you don't get along.
Yeah, I know it's attention seeking and pathetic and all that, I just know that I never show anyone what I've done to myself, and if they glimpse it and ask, I always just brush it off as something else
I don't think people even know I'm sad, save a few close friends, because I'm always acting as the happy, relaxed guy
I just don't know what I'm doing anymore
I don't want to die or anything, I just don't want to feel
Dude, don't listen to that guy. I'm willing to bet the reason you don't want to cut is because you don't want anyone to find out about it. I know that's what got me to stop.
It's just a coping mechanism, but it's not a effective long-term method of coping. Do you have anyone to talk to about your problems? I found when I talked to someone who cared about me, the urge went away.
I want to thank everyone who offered me advice and sh*t
This is the first time I've ever spoken about sh*t I do alone with other [people]
Thanks for reading and taking the time to respond I guess
Brings a tear to my eye aha :(
I want to thank everyone who offered me advice and sh*t
This is the first time I've ever spoken about sh*t I do alone with other [people]
Thanks for reading and taking the time to respond I guess
Brings a tear to my eye aha :(
There are plenty of people who've gone through the same thing. I know I have and I remember it vividly.
Glad you could get it off your chest.
14 year old. I Promise you guys hes 14
listen child, it will blow over what your doing is a phase sure we all get sad but most of us are not retarded and most of us have way worse lives then you but we dont cut our selves, instead..instead i look in the mirror and say "you are the f**king man." sh*t helps also i confuse people by speaking another language so it makes me feel extremely smart.
You seem sweet [and hot, might i add]
so listen.
try to stop. you have willpower. you control yourself, show some strength.
if you cant stop, do yourself a favor, no matter how hard it is, tell somebody.
In terms of my problems, I can't really say I have anything substancial, because everything big that happens to me is in the past, and everything now is petty
My dad left me when I was 4 or whatever, he's an alcoholic, chain smoker and previous drug user, I see him about 3 times a year
My brother has addison's - really traumatic time when he went into hospital and nearly died, hallucinating and throwing up, hell
My mum told me once that I was a stranger in the house, and not one of the family anymore, because I hardly speak at home - not the same with friends, I just can't talk to anyone here, I just see their flaws
I guess right now I don't have anything fundamentally wrong, I just feel everyday like I'm dying more inside and have no way to stop it
14 year old. I Promise you guys hes 14
listen child, it will blow over what your doing is a phase sure we all get sad but most of us are not retarded and most of us have way worse lives then you but we dont cut our selves, instead..instead i look in the mirror and say "you are the f**king man." sh*t helps also i confuse people by speaking another language so it makes me feel extremely smart.
I'm turning 18 in a couple of months, but all the same I guess
OMG everyone in this thread is a EMO xD
why dont you guys go to Haiti. Cut your selves while ni**ers rip the clothes off your back.
Cutting is for f**ots.
I'd have much more respect for you if you were addicted to drugs, a rapist, or beat your girlfriend.
What is happening to our youth?
I've done a lot of drugs over time, I think they've f**ked me a bit in my thinking, I disturb myself at times
Both drugs and drinking seem to be an everlong downward spiral for me
Though it might seem difficult, you should definitely consider calling a hotline, joining a self-help group, or asking your doctor about possible therapists that he could recommend.
The hotlines are anonymous, and your doctor has a confidentiality agreement, as would the therapist.
You don't need to suffer like this, and you certainty don't need to harm yourself. Please consider the advice offered in this thread.
Stop that sh*t you moron. I say this kindly. I used to cut myself when I felt bad and now I regret the sh*t out of it. I've learned to man up and deal with my problems and now I have an arm full of obvious cutter scars. It's a permanent mark of your stupidity that you wear on yourself forever. I haven't worn a t-shirt in 8 years. I regret that period of my life very strongly.
break something.
Cutting is for f**ots.
I'd have much more respect for you if you were addicted to drugs, a rapist, or beat your girlfriend.
What is happening to our youth?
You do know how cutting works with the body, and how it makes people feel good, right?
I always cut myself above the t shirt line, I'm very particular about where I cut because I'm very careful about people seeing it. I'm only ever shirtless in front of my girlfriend now, and I know it makes her sad when she sees new cuts.
I've always wanted a therapist or something, I've always been scared of having to admit to other people I need one - especially my mum, telling her I need one, because she'll naturally ask what for
Also, I don't want to have to pay for anything, particularly a professional :/
You do know how cutting works with the body, and how it makes people feel good, right?
It's a crutch for the weak. However you church it up, it's pathetic.
Ohhh sh*t guys,
My mum just walked in to tell me to go to sleep (it's 2:37 am here), because I haven't had a proper night in days, and thank f**k I had my shirt over my shoulder facing her
If she'd seen the dried blood trails I've just been picking off my arm she'd go insane
stop dude
I always cut myself above the t shirt line, I'm very particular about where I cut because I'm very careful about people seeing it. I'm only ever shirtless in front of my girlfriend now, and I know it makes her sad when she sees new cuts.
I've always wanted a therapist or something, I've always been scared of having to admit to other people I need one - especially my mum, telling her I need one, because she'll naturally ask what for
Also, I don't want to have to pay for anything, particularly a professional :/
If you wouldn't mind seeing a psych then do that. My problem was that I can't stand the idea of telling my problems to some jackass. I completely refuse to ever see a psychologist/psychiatrist. So that's why I taught myself to just deal with it in other ways.
Look, all I'm saying is don't do anything that will leave permanent marks because you'll only end up regretting it. Girls see cutter marks and they back the f**k away. In fact most people do. You end up hiding part of your body for the rest of your life. It's really a terrible idea.
When I feel like inflicting pain on myself now I drink myself unconscious. Doesn't happen very often, but every hangover is a new learning experience.
Ohhh sh*t guys,
My mum just walked in to tell me to go to sleep (it's 2:37 am here), because I haven't had a proper night in days, and thank f**k I had my shirt over my shoulder facing her
If she'd seen the dried blood trails I've just been picking off my arm she'd go insane
OP, please consider telling her this week.
The sooner you get help, the sooner you can begin working towards making yourself feel better.
I had severe issues with depression, and it sounds like you have the same problem I did. I was used to feeling miserable, to the point that I didn't want to feel better. The negativity is familiar and as a result, you feel a twisted sense comfort/safety from it.
Do talk to someone this week about it. You already came to us, so part of you wants to change this. See to it.
OP stop attentionwhoring
OP go kill yourself and do it right
OP, please consider telling her this week.
The sooner you get help, the sooner you can begin working towards making yourself feel better.
I had severe issues with depression, and it sounds like you have the same problem I did. I was used to feeling miserable, to the point that I didn't want to feel better. The negativity is familiar and as a result, you feel a twisted sense comfort/safety from it.
Do talk to someone this week about it. You already came to us, so part of you wants to change this. See to it.
Yeah, I know I should,
I think I might tell my girlfriend about this time, because I know she feels I don't tell her enough of what troubles me, but I don't want it to seem like I'm guilt tripping her and all that sh*t
I guess my main problem with telling people is because in a sense I don't want to seem vulnerable, but I also don't want to seem like I'm looking for attention with it, because I honestly just do it for myself
Ignoring the trolls, but in a way I know they have a very big f**king point
Yeah, I know I should,
I think I might tell my girlfriend about this time, because I know she feels I don't tell her enough of what troubles me, but I don't want it to seem like I'm guilt tripping her and all that sh*t
I guess my main problem with telling people is because in a sense I don't want to seem vulnerable, but I also don't want to seem like I'm looking for attention with it, because I honestly just do it for myself
Beware of mighty judgement you f**king weakling.
OMG everyone in this thread is a EMO xD
why dont you guys go to Haiti. Cut your selves while ni**ers rip the clothes off your back.
Cutting is for f**ots.
I'd have much more respect for you if you were addicted to drugs, a rapist, or beat your girlfriend.
What is happening to our youth?
don't you have anything better to do other than sit on your fat asses and insult people you dont know over web? go suck a c**k douchef**s.
as for OP: you are not totally hopeless, everybody has a past. put this in your past...see how perfect strangers (other than the occasional ni**erfish) have compassion for you, and want help for you? Well think about how it would be if you told somebody close to you, it could really help.
and see a therapist
it will help
i promise, promise
:)
Cutting is for f**ots.
I'd have much more respect for you if you were addicted to drugs, a rapist, or beat your girlfriend.
What is happening to our youth?
Cutting's an awful lot like being addicted to drugs...your body releases adrenaline and endorphins when you cut it, people get high on it.
I'm really into BDSM and it's basically the same thing as when I'm spanking my girlfriend...she gets all happy and lightheaded and sh*t. Any pain she gets triggers a flood of endorphins, so she begs me to slap her in the face and twist her nipples and bite her.
Of course, cutting is also all about attention. Cutting is often a manifestation of Munchausen syndrome. If OP doesn't tell anybody about it, then he might just enjoy the physical effects, but somehow I doubt that. He probably uses it to manipulate his girlfriend. And I bet he has serious issues about attention with the whole absent father/brother with a disease thing.
Yeah, I know I should,
I think I might tell my girlfriend about this time, because I know she feels I don't tell her enough of what troubles me, but I don't want it to seem like I'm guilt tripping her and all that sh*t
I guess my main problem with telling people is because in a sense I don't want to seem vulnerable, but I also don't want to seem like I'm looking for attention with it, because I honestly just do it for myself
I feel that it would be a lot better for your peace of mind, and your appearance of mental health if you were to tell them, rather than have them find out on their own.
You said that your mother almost found out a few minutes ago? It would be a lot less stressful for you, your parents, your friends, etc. if YOU told them rather then having them happen to one day just see your bloodied wounds.
Cutting's an awful lot like being addicted to drugs...your body releases adrenaline and endorphins when you cut it, people get high on it.
I'm really into BDSM and it's basically the same thing as when I'm spanking my girlfriend...she gets all happy and lightheaded and sh*t. Any pain she gets triggers a flood of endorphins, so she begs me to slap her in the face and twist her nipples and bite her.
Of course, cutting is also all about attention. Cutting is often a manifestation of Munchausen syndrome. If OP doesn't tell anybody about it, then he might just enjoy the physical effects, but somehow I doubt that. He probably uses it to manipulate his girlfriend. And I bet he has serious issues about attention with the whole absent father/brother with a disease thing.
"He probably uses it to manipulate his girlfriend"
No, I never mention it or when I did it or whatever, if she asks me about it I just tell her it's the last time I'll do it... Then I hit a point where I start again
Jesus, OP is a f**king emo attentionwhoring douchebag.
Crying for attention. If you are gonna hurt yourself, do it right and end your life for good.
OMG everyone in this thread is a EMO xD
why dont you guys go to Haiti. Cut your selves while ni**ers rip the clothes off your back.
Cutting is for f**ots.
I'd have much more respect for you if you were addicted to drugs, a rapist, or beat your girlfriend.
What is happening to our youth?
>:)
Go to hell smileyf**.
Beware of mighty judgement you f**king weakling.
OP stop attentionwhoring
OP go kill yourself and do it right
f**k all of you trolls. you are utterly hopeless terrible people and need a life. i bet you guys are fatasses who have no real friends, other than the ones over the internet..fa**ots go to hell
:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)
smiles are good for the heart, bitches
f**k all of you trolls. you are utterly hopeless terrible people and need a life. i bet you guys are fatasses who have no real friends, other than the ones over the internet..fa**ots go to hell
:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)
smiles are good for the heart, bitches
Raging teenf** aren't we?
Better learn some proper English , f**king moron.
Really going into your mental pain, investigating, feeling it, without resisting it or wanting to change it, could work. The pain cutting yourself gives you is just numbing you, really, gives you a short rush with no spiritual depth.
Go see a psychotherapist. Really, you need help, and it's a great sign of strength if you can admit you need help and seek it.
f**k all of you trolls. you are utterly hopeless terrible people and need a life. i bet you guys are fatasses who have no real friends, other than the ones over the internet..fa**ots go to hell
:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)
smiles are good for the heart, bitches
I like you, you have a happy way of typing
As well as the few other posts who were in a similar style
Psychologists are idiots and mentally retarded themselves.
Fact.
f**k all of you trolls. you are utterly hopeless terrible people and need a life. i bet you guys are fatasses who have no real friends, other than the ones over the internet..fa**ots go to hell
:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)
smiles are good for the heart, bitches
I like you, you have a happy way of typing
As well as the few other posts who were in a similar style
Samef**
Speaking as an ex-cutter I can easily believe that OP is not doing it for attention. Not a single person knows that I used to cut. I think I did it to punish myself. It was absolutely not for anyone else other than for me alone.
OP is a young fool but he's not necessarily a voyeur.
teenf**= not proper english. nice try bro
Raging teenf** aren't we?
Better learn some proper English , f**king moron.
ive posted alot on this thread--seeing people in pain breaks my heart. nobody deserves this sh*t. alot of the similar ones were probably me
I like you, you have a happy way of typing
As well as the few other posts who were in a similar style
Samef**
nice try pu**ybitch, but no. try taking your "superior intelligence" elsewhere, doucher.
teenf**= not proper english. nice try bro
ive posted alot on this thread--seeing people in pain breaks my heart. nobody deserves this sh*t. alot of the similar ones were probably me
Learn English.
And stop posting in green, little emo.
"He probably uses it to manipulate his girlfriend"
No, I never mention it or when I did it or whatever, if she asks me about it I just tell her it's the last time I'll do it... Then I hit a point where I start again
Methinks the lady doth protest too much. Look, you said in your original post that you were cutting because your girlfriend hurt you. In fact, you're trying to control her behavior by cutting yourself when she does something you don't like. I've dated a cutter before and known others who have, as well, and they all do this.
If your girlfriend knew what was good for her she'd have dropped you as soon as she saw your cut marks. I don't envy her the drama and the guilt she's going to go through before you kill yourself, you get institutionalized, or she comes to her senses and ditches you.
I think this is the most replied too thread I've ever had on web in how f**king long whatever I've browsed around
It makes me a bit sad to know that my most success here has been from my own fa**otry
nice try pu**ybitch, but no. try taking your "superior intelligence" elsewhere, doucher.
Idiot. There are tools to detect your IP.
Are you new to the internet?
f**kers take your sh*t elsewhere
f**kers take your sh*t elsewhere
Hello troll.
OP, you need to get your ass kicked.
It will wake you up and im sure you'll be in the real world.
OP, you need to get your ass kicked.
It will wake you up and im sure you'll be in the real world.
Haha yes I would greatly appreciate being beaten up.
Idiot. There are tools to detect your IP.
Are you new to the internet?
obviously...seeing as i have no idea what "internet" is
you people just should stop leaving such negative comments on a post from somebody who needs help. also, troll. im not stoopid, other than the fact that i cannot spell stoopid right.
I think this is the most replied too thread I've ever had on web in how f**king long whatever I've browsed around
It makes me a bit sad to know that my most success here has been from my own fa**otry
English, learn it.
Honestly OP you just sound like a giant douchebag so I'm gonna go with the people suggesting you get a good ass-kicking.
For less attentionwh**res !
...engrish? que?
The majority of posts here are written by females.
...engrish? que?
Malaka
The majority of posts here are written by females.
its true
also, what if this is one big troll thread? we all have been trolled pretty good, if so......
OP here
I think I've milked as much advice as is physically relevant
I'll make do with what I can
I promise I'll tell someone about my problems this week, maybe not my cutting explicitly, but about some of the sh*t that is troubling me
Thanks to everyone who gave real, supportive advice - means a lot to me
Gonna sleep it off, have a good evening/afternoon/morning whatever for me, you deserve it xxx
OP here
I think I've milked as much advice as is physically relevant
I'll make do with what I can
I promise I'll tell someone about my problems this week, maybe not my cutting explicitly, but about some of the sh*t that is troubling me
Thanks to everyone who gave real, supportive advice - means a lot to me
Gonna sleep it off, have a good evening/afternoon/morning whatever for me, you deserve it xxx
This is how a damn weakling looks like!
No spirit , nothing.
obviously...seeing as i have no idea what "internet" is
you people just should stop leaving such negative comments on a post from somebody who needs help. also, troll. im not stoopid, other than the fact that i cannot spell stoopid right.
You! You're the kind of person who enables this sh*t. "Oh, stop being so negative, he needs help, he's a victim, he needs sympathy..." You're giving him exactly what he wants.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Munchausen's_syndrome
This is how a damn weakling looks like!
No spirit , nothing.
And you're a d-bag. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion.
glad we could help op
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